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Suh Yeon eventually had to get a C-Section.
On the way home, after discharge she cried and cried.
After that Suh Yeon went in and out of depression.
She got rough, soft, sad, and happy back and forth.
It's been 7 months.
-You're still here? -I'm on my way out.
-You want coffee? -No thank you.
-It's 4 on Monday. -I know.
-You come yourself. -I will.
I felt so bad for Aunt, so I had hired a nanny.
She made her quit in 3 days.
She said that she didn't like her looking at her.
For similar reasons, we had switched nannies 3 more times.
Eventually, I had to work only half day.
So that I could stay home a bit longer.
My wife wanted to have the baby so badly.
She strangely shows no interest to the child.
When I see the blank expression on her face looking at the baby,
I can see that she is getting away from us bit by bit, slowly.
The woman I love said that she is afraid of that one day she won't recognize me and her brother.
She even said "what would it be like to not even know who I am?"
-Long time no see. -Yeah.
-Ji Hyung. -Sit.
-Were you shocked? -A little. Actually a lot.
A Set Coffee please.
Same thing please.
How have you been?
Good. Just same old...
I go exercise, hang out with friends, play piano.
Just jazz piano, just for fun.
I see.
I have blind-dates to make Mom happy once in a while.
I heard that you like our Ye Eun a lot.
Did your mom say that?
Aunt told me. Mom doesn't talk about you.
I saw her twice. When he was 100 days old, and two weeks ago.
I went once because of Mom's errands. And then I went to see your aunt's show.
She said that she will give me a drawing, so I went. I saw Ye Eun there.
She said it was strange that I see her every time she was there to see her Grandpa.
She goes to see her Grandpa once a month.
-She must have grown a lot already. -Yeah.
She grows everyday.
She's so pretty. I had never seen a baby that close.
How can they be so soft and squishy!
Her eyes look me with with shiny eyes thinking "Who is this woman?"
She's so pretty. She smells really good too.
How are your parents doing? Good?
They are good.
They look really good.
What, Ji Hyung?
Ok, I will tell you.
I have something to ask you.
What is it?
It's a strange favor, and I'm sorry.
My wife wants to see you.
Why?
She always has wanted to see you. I always let it slide.
She keeps talking about it these days.
She really wants to see you. She asked me to ask you.
I wanted to see her too.
I wanted to see her from far away once.
It's like... I wanted to see what she has that made you choose her over me.
But not anymore...
I think she wants to apologize.
She doesn't have to.
Please. I want to do everything that she wants to do.
The only thing I can do is to watch her.
I know this is too much to ask you.
No, Ji Hyung. You don't have to think like that.
It's all in the past.
It was really hard enough for me, but I couldn't hate you.
I had everything. Love from Mom and Dad.
Wealth of my family. Health.
Had we gotten married and I found out that you had abandoned someone sick,
I would have been disappointed.
Even if I were in your shoes, I would have done the same thing.
I'm fine now. I have no hard feelings for you. So it's fine. It's all in the past.
I have you told you once already.
You always make me speechless.
Yes, you told me that.
-How is it? -It's pretty.
-What do I look like? -First Lady.
-I got this new. -Yes.
Jae Min said something about me wearing the same on holidays to Myung Hee.
So I changed to a robe.
If I wear a robe, you can't see what I'm wearing inside.
And this was a gift from the shop. It will look neat right?
Oh! Your mother-in-law is here!
Yes!
Hello, Aunt.
Yes! How were you.
Suh Yeon.
Hello Mother.
Put this in the fridge. Let's have fish soup tonight.
Ok.
Sorry for asking you do this. I couldn't miss the wedding today.
Don't say that. If you have a place to go, you should go, of course.
It's us, who's in debt to you. Don't say that, it's shameful.
No! Give me that. I will hang it for you.
-Will you? -Yes!
Hello Ye Eun!
Oh! You smell so good! Is this an angel's scent?
You took a bath didn't you! Huh?
Let me have a cup of tea!
What should I drink?
Green tea sounds good?
You want to drink?
Suh Yeon! You want a cup of drink?
Yes, Mother. I want some.
Here we go.
What is this?
I will do it. I will do it.
It's ok. Ye Eun! Should we go to Mommy?
Suh Yeon! Take Ye Eun.
My baby!
You won't drop her so easily. Don't get scared, and hold her.
Ok.
-Oh yeah. -Is she there?
-Of course. -Did you get dressed?
We're here to get Father. It's cold, so don't wait outside. I will call you.
We will be there in 10 minutes. Yes 10 minutes. I won't be late!
Mom! How is Suh Yeon?
Oh, ok.
Father! Why aren't you dressed! We're going to be late!
Come out!
This is way too dirty!
You said that you want to save money for car wash!
It's way too dirty!
What about Suh Yeon?
I wish I could go inside her head to figure out what she's even thinking.
They say it shrinks like a walnut.
Everytime I see someone who was so smart like her becoming like that...
You feel sorry right?
You should be. I told you give her some slack, so many times.
You can't ever pay back just being sorry. You were so bad to her!
What!
Father!
Let's all go see flowers during spring.
Aunt is already looking forward to it. Father says that he will get off for a day or two.
Ok.
Ji Hyung must be here.
-My mother isn't here yet? -She is!
-Mother! -Yes.
-I will change first. -Ok.
You can go in.
-My princess! -It's Daddy, Ye Eun.
Did you give your grandma a hard time again? Was she cranky again?
No! She was about to, but not.
Why do you hate getting bathed so much, unlike your mother!
Her mother was scolded for taking too many showers.
She doesn't like being naked.
Did she say that?
-Yes. -Is that right?
She's not even listening.
Oh! We have to give lunch to Daddy!
I will do it.
I missed you. I love you, Suh Yeon.
I missed you. I love you too.
Did you walk? The treadmill.
Oh, I did.
Did you read?
Yeah.
What did you eat for lunch?
Rice.
With?
I told you not to test me like that.
I'm not. I just wanted to know what I was going to eat.
Kimchi... Soup.
Mackarel. Vegetables.
-Radish, spinich soup. -With clams?
With soy beans.
That's what I like.
How will we bring the drive back in her?
What are we missing?
Mom, Suh Yeon knows that effort has nothing to do with this.
She knows that what's bound to happen will happen.
She searches Alzheimer's online several times a day.
She reads, then reads. She even tells me to get prepared sometimes.
-You want some coffee? -I will make it for you.
I got it.
-Ye Eun ate dinner. I changed her diaper too. -Give me that.
Your aunt is coming tomorrow. I have a place to with your father.
It's fine tomorrow.
It's too hard for Suh Yeon's aunt. I talked to her, we will do it every other week.
It's ok, Mother. We got her brother and we have plenty to eat.
Her Aunt is not coming tomorrow either.
Or you could take Suh Yeon out and eat with Aunt at home.
Ok, we will see tomorrow.
Suh Yeon, come here.
Yes, Mother.
No, Mother.
-Please eat. -Ok.
Oh yes. Aunt wanted to go hot springs for New Years with you guys. Do you want to go?
What about Ye Eun?
Can she stay with Suh Yeon's Aunt for a few days?
You want to go?
No, I'm afraid of new places.
-I'm with you, there's nothing to worry about. -I'm afraid that I will make a mistake in front of Father.
You should take them. I will stay home.
We will stay out, Mother.
Whatever suits you.
I'm sorry, Mother. It's my fault.
Forgive me.
There is nothing to forgive.
Trust me on that. I don't say what I don't mean.
Ok.
I will go then.
-Stay well. -Good bye Mother.
I will be right back.
Oh hi!
-Hi, -Moon Kwon is here!
-Bye . -Bye.
-Sis! -Yeah.
-Why is she crying? -I don't know.
Ye Eun! Why are you crying? You awake? It's Uncle. Uncle.
Let's sleep. Good. Good girl.
-She stopped. -I will eat.
Take her! It's ok! That's really weird.
What if I drop her?
Why would you drop her? You just have to hold her like this. It's not hard!
What if I throw her!
Why would you want to think about that?
Because nothing about me makes sense! You think I make any sense at all?
Ok, ok Sis!
I'm scared! I'm afraid that I might kill her!
That won't happen!
Why would you worry about that?
They say that I can even have hallucinations. What if she turns into a monster to me.
What if I stomp on her to kill her?
-Sis! -Stop lecturing!
I know what I'm doing.
You don't even know.
He's trying to boss me. He keeps lecturing me.
Mother left.
Should we listen to music?
Yes.
Ok, let's listen to music.
I love you.
I will love you tomorrow.
I will love you 7000 times more than today.
Eat. All the veggies are fresh.
I think it's best that Ye Eun lives with her grandparents.
What are you talking about?
I... I feel that way.
I feel like I'm trapped in a glass bottle that's too filthy to see through.
That's how I feel.
Or I feel like I'm lost in a fog when the sun is setting in a mountain base.
I can't even see 30 ft ahead of me.
You know right?
You know how I like things to be clear and sure.
Yes.
You know how hard I tried. I tried to cover my complex with pride.
I tried to stay awake to hide that.
I did that.
In the old days, Honey... The world and the thoughts were brutally clear.
But now everything has gotten so unclear.
I'm not confident about anything. And I... I'm wearing ragged clothes.
I'm slow as if I have become a snowman.
I'm....
I'm not confident about anything.
Worst of all, I can't trust myself.
You want to go inside?
What did I just talk about?
About Ye Eun.
What about her?
Her grandparents.
Oh.
Send her there.
It's a better place for her.
But Suh Yeon...
She is our child.
I'm her Dad and your her Mom.
I don't want to poop and pee around Ye Eun.
You're not doing that yet.
I will soon enough.
That's ok. It won't matter.
It's going to be too hard for Aunt. What if cancer comes back because of me? She had a surgery!
-We will look for nannies again. -Not nannies.
Tell Mother. I feel too bad to even bring it up.
Ok, Suh Yeon. I get it.
I will talk to her. I will talk to her.
When the lonely flower blooms upon my grave.
You won't see me again.
When my ripped heart is buried in the deep cold earth,
don't forget to think:
My sad love. Think about my sad love.
Ji Hyung!
Yeah! What?
Sis... She... She...
What's wrong?
She jumped...
She's asleep. What are you talking about?
She'e asleep? Are you sure?
Did you have a dream? Why is it so cold here?
Turn the lights on.
Let's clean up the balcony.
Let's clean it up.
Yes.
You're making a prison here! What's that! Why do we need that!
You think I might fall? You think I'm mad? Imagine how bad that would look.
It's for thieves.
I will die gracefully. I won't splatter on the ground.
-It's not about that. -Did Aunt say something?
-No. -Why do we need that then?
It's for thieves.
Don't treat me like I'm stupid. It's because of me.
Yeah, it's because of you.
Last night you stood on a stool over there.
Me? Me?
Yeah.
I'm sorry.
I can't remember.
-Moon Kwon. -Yeah.
-It needs to cool a bit. -Yes.
Look at me.
Look up.
I know what you're thinking. You can't ever do that. Don't ever betray me.
Don't make me go crazy.
Don't think that you're torturing me. Stop thinking that you have to do something for me.
That's not what I want.
What I want is to look at you like this. To talk to you. To feel your warmth.
To see you.
-I'm sorry. -Don't say that.
Let me tell you why.
I'm you. You're me.
We're one. You say that you're sorry to other people.
I hate myself.
I know.
-I hate myself. -I know.
I want to get rid of myself.
No.
If you get rid of yourself, I will disappear too.
We shouldn't have gotten married.
No, it was a good thing.
I wanted to be happy. I thought I could be happy.
We're happy.
I will become an empty house.
But to me, you will always be my wife. Ye Eun's mother.
Don't run away from me.
Don't think about anything for me. Just think about me.
I love you. I love you Suh Yeon.
It's a waste to have extra space in Yoon building. It's not like it's a place for patients,
and their families. It's just a building.
Architects don't always think about practicality. They want to express their arts.
It's ok. But at least they pretended to listen.
Where are you going to give the construction to?
They are talking about it.
Weren't the guys who built the dorms pretty good?
They know what they are doing. Let them do their job.
Ok. Chairman is a lame duck here.
But you butt in everything.
Your granddaughter has grown hasn't she?
Yeah, she's gotten heavy. Her hands and feet have also grown.
I don't know what my kids are doing. I guess I can't help about Hyang Gi,
But even Young Soo runs away at the sound of marriage.
When will I have a grand child?
When the time comes.
How is your daughter-in-law doing?
-She's... -I heard it got worse after labor.
Labor is hard for even healthy people. She also hasn't taken meds during pregnancy.
It's inevitable that it gets worse.
Of course.
You want to see her picture?
-You carry it around? -Yeah.
Oh! She looks good.
Her eyes are shining! She must be smart!
I'm jealous. I'm really jealous.
It's really strange. Whenever she's home, it gets warm at home.
Stop it ok?
Sorry! Sorry.
That fool. She's looking for another Park Ji Hyung.
You think I'm making this up? It's driving me nuts!
He's too short. He's bald. His eyes are too small. His voice is like a girl's. He's too hairy.
He talks too much. He's too white for a man. He's stupid. He has no taste.
To put it in short, she's looking for Ji Hyung.
But she goes out at least.
She's just using it to tame me.
No way.
She's not...
You have no idea.
She has gotten bad thanks to your son.
She's only doing all this to shut me up. She learned her ways.
She will find someone she likes eventually. Be optimistic.
Yeah, I also think that it's better than just staying home.
She will meet someone eventually.
Of course.
But... If she's only looking for Ji Hyung, who would suffice?
It even gets annoying to watch her.
It's over.
-I'm done. -I'm done.
Let's go.
You can go first. I will be out in 10 minutes.
You can do it later.
You want me to eat in sweats stinking? Just wait.
It won't take longer than 10 minutes.
Let's go in. Dr. Kang let's go.
You didn't go out yet?
I'm leaving right now.
I thought you left already. We were about to get started. Join us.
I have to go see someone.
Eat a little before you go. Home made is the best.
-Mrs. Park. -You look like you're having fun.
Ok. Have a great meal.
Oh ok.
Let's go.
I will finish up.
Ok.
We have to get ready.
We have guests coming.
Oh... I'm almost done.
My face is weird.
What?
My face looks funny.
Not at all. It's not weird at all.
-It looks sulky. -Because you're making sulky face.
Smile.
I will take a shower first.
You already have.
You just need to brush.
Let me go get cold water. I need to wake up.
Ok. Wait for me.
Brush your teeth.
Ye Eun! Ye Eun!
You have to look here.
Ye Eun! Ye Eun!
You're not listening.
We have guests coming. Can you play with her inside?
Yeah, who are they?
A guest.
-Who? -Later.
That's too office-like.
-How's this? -It looks stupid.
Why would it look stupid? It's cute.
You're not helping. Go outside.
Ok then.
I'm here. Can I come up?
Come.
Hi.
Come in.
Hyang Gi is here.
-I see. -Come.
It's Ye Eun's mother.
I'm Noh Hyang Gi.
-I'm Lee Suh Yeon. -Yes.
-Honey, can you make us tea? -Yes. What do you want Hyang Gi?
-Coffee. -Same here.
Sit. Sit down and talk.
He nags so much. Please sit.
Ok.
This is for you.
Flowers and mouths are all in the past.
It has frost flowers at the end.
My body is cold and withered.
It's scary cold.
The spring of my days, is over.
Poet Kim Yok Tae.
Please sit.
Ok.
-Hyang Gi. -Yes?
Your name never left my mind.
Thank you. But I'm fine.
I thought a lot.
You won't need it.
You look much prettier than the picture on the phone.
I saw the wedding album at Mrs. Park's place.
So I feel like I know you.
It must have been painful.
It must have been much harder than when I sent him away to you.
Yes. I was really shocked.
I wanted to see you and talk to you for understanding and forgiveness.
I'm sorry.
I already told Ji Hyung that you don't need to be. I mean it.
Love is complete when two people love each other. Me and Ji Hyung were not complete.
He didn't love me.
I realized after the shock.
He (Oppa)... I called him Oppa too.
Oppa what are you doing?
Brewing coffee.
It won't take long for me.
If your feelings about Ji Hyung don't change until then.
When I'm not here, I want you to stay with him.
I know this is too much to ask, but you could be better at knowing Park Ji Hyung.
I'm sorry. My head hurts.
Ji Hyung!
Her head hurts.
Meds Suh Yeon. Take meds.
What am I going to do? I'm so stupid and cheap.
I can't believe it. What am I going to do? What am I going to do?
She just said that she was sorry.
It's ok.
I'm sorry.
I ruined everything. I'm sorry.
I'm not unhappy right now.
Don't cry.
It's Pororo, you like it right?
Yes, Aunt.
Is your sister asleep? A guest? Did you cook lunch?
No, I'm just tired from the wedding.
How is Ye Eun doing?
Ok. Ok.
Don't do anything, just lie down and rest.
Drink while it's hot.
Yeah.
Hold on.
-Don't let her do anything. -Ok.
Don't come out.
Bye Father.
Getting shots are better.
It's ok. I'll be fine if I sleep all day.
Sleeping is better than 10 shots.
The kid is doing well. There is nothing to worry about.
Yes.
Suh Yeon has a guest. I think it's one of her colleagues.
The youngest one, she got along with her.
She was cute. I liked her.
Yes.
I think Suh Yeon would like her too.
I'm sorry for the kid, but they shouldn't have had her.
She doesn't feed her or hold her.
She just looks at her. I don't know if it was worth ruining her health.
He should have taken me. He should have taken me instead.
Buddha or God, whoever it is, he's cruel.
Lie down.
Ok. Go over and read books.
Don't worry and read.
Did you want a cup of milk?
It's ok. It's ok.
Rest then.
How is she? Did fever come down?
Yeah.
I was going to make beef rib soup, but I bought pork instead since it's good for her.
Ok.
I heard that she doesn't eat much either. Where are you going?
I'm going to walk.
I'm going.
I'm sorry. And thank you.
No, it's ok. I just... It just hurts too much.
I will be cheering for you. Sincerely.
Ok. Thanks.
Please give her the message. Tell her that it was good to meet her.
Tell her that she deserves your love.
Sis! Are you taking a shower? Can I open the door?
Sis! Don't do this. You're going to ruin your clothes.
Sis! Sis!
Ok, come out first. Come out of there first.
Don't touch me. Don't touch me.
What about your sister?
You should go in.
She didn't even know that water was overflowing in the bath. She was in there with clothes on.
You're just too tired. You must have been tired.
Let's stop Suh Yeon. Rest while listening to music. It will get better.
It will get better right?
Yeah.
Who was she?
My ex-fiance.
Why did she come?
Your sister wanted it. I think she apologized.
She must have tried her best to not make a mistake, and got stressed.
Yeah.
Myung Hee told me to give you this. It's new.
She's asleep.
Oh. What about Ji Hyung?
-He's home. Go in. -What's he doing?
She made a mess, so he changed the sheets.
No, not like that. She got in bed in wet clothes.
Why?
Jae Min is here. You should go.
It's driving me nuts...
Time for meds, What to eat for dinner.